It’s fun to day-dream.  To see the diversity.  Joyfully willing to let whatever God brings fall into place.

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-photo by Stephen Alvarado

But every once in a while I look at the possibilities.  And I’m terrified.

 I take out a beloved day-dream and examine it.  “What if it starts to happen?”  Can I allow that kind of hope?  God I can’t handle this dream being crushed. “What if it doesn’t happen?” Can I allow that kind of disappointment?  So guard me Lord.  I decide to trust You   For, I am convinced that You are able to guard what I have entrusted to You (1 Tim 1:12).

Am I alone in this?  Do the possibilities ever terrify you?

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