It’s fun to day-dream. To see the diversity. Joyfully willing to let whatever God brings fall into place.
But every once in a while I look at the possibilities. And I’m terrified.
I take out a beloved day-dream and examine it. “What if it starts to happen?” Can I allow that kind of hope? God I can’t handle this dream being crushed. “What if it doesn’t happen?” Can I allow that kind of disappointment? So guard me Lord. I decide to trust You For, I am convinced that You are able to guard what I have entrusted to You (1 Tim 1:12).
Am I alone in this? Do the possibilities ever terrify you?